Friday, February 27, 2009

Seriously Scary Inner Ramblings!

I hate to have to break it to you like this, but I SUCK RIGHT NOW! I am not in a good spot in my brain and I can not even possibly come up with some wonderfully witty post. I don't even have a half assed mediocre post in my head right now!

Do you ever look at life and know that the longer you live, the more you will have to watch people and things die? I am having this realization right now. I don't like it!

I really think if the "people" thought about it hard enough, they would put me in a home! It would be in my best interest!

If they ever do put me in the home, I want to be able to tell everyone "I TOLD YOU SO!"

I knew I needed to be in that damned home and noone would listen!

And, what the hell is it with English these days? When did all of the good words like NOONE start getting split up? I mean, really!? I can not type anything on Word any more without finding out that they have all split up! I don't know if it is full-on word divorce, of if they are just doing a trial separation?

Ok, so maybe, I just needed to vent!!!

Is there something wrong with that?





HaveAGreatDay!

Ha! How's that for a compound word?!

9 comments:

3DNP said...

Ya know I totally understood your post. Maybe we can bunk in the home we will be going to. Besides the happenings this week I am majorly hormonal today. I really think there are little people in my head (besides the voices he he) trying to get out cause they are pounding on my face, neck and ears!!! So please dont forget to take me with you....maybe their meds will take us to a "better" place?!!! Mid D had a major melt down yesterday AM but was better today, even when I picked him up from the bus yesterday he was fine. See what a good mom I can be, it was pouring so I left work early so they didnt get soaked. Really, I wanted to go home anyways so that was my good mom excuse!;o) As for the watching everything die....I hate it and I could just cry about it right now. Have you ever wondered why god put us in this body and family and and and and.....see I am majorly mental!! Do you think they will let us make hats in the "home"?? he he have a great day!

Snot Head said...

I love it! I wish you would post things like this more often because lately you haven't posted much. I miss your blogs. I miss getting to read about your scary inner thoughts. You need to be using this place to vent! I do it all the time!! lol Can'twaittoseeyoutonight!!! That's just emphasis on how excited I am. haha

bernthis said...

I was an English major and it wasn't until Word that I realized that no one is not one word. Sadly, I think a divorce has a occurred and it's ugly and cannot be reconciled.

Momma B said...

Where was the news letter telling those of us who honestly try not to look like IDIOTS!???! I am not in need of any help in looking like an idiot, that's for sure!!!

Momma B said...

And, does that mean there are no longer COMPOUND words? I am lost! I just took a college english class a few years ago!?!? LOST, LOST, LOST I tell ya!

WA said...

Vent away. And don't go into a home, please. Although...you'd probably get a lot of pudding...
:)

Momma B said...

Hell YA! I am sooooo there! Nobody told me I would get pudding!



And, you know what else? I am going to keep using my words even if WORD doesn't like it! F*@* it all! I have about had it with the disillusionment of my world!

Marcia said...

There are many, many words that I think should be one word yet my idiotic spell checker swears they are not. Homeschool. Babysit. Icecream. To name a few...

And, I hate to break it to ya honey, but while you and I would have both been considered nuts enough to get locked up in the '60's (think Girl, Interrupted) I promise we are not crazy enough now. They've upped their standards and I guess they would tell us, "Up yours!" Hmph.

Momma B said...

Marcia, Marcia, Marcia! I so wanted to go to the home! I hear it is a wonderful vacationing spot!