I was missing my mom last night.
I think I lost my mind.
I was not mean to my family.
Not rude or unkind.
I have been doing something different.
Just packing thoughts inside.
It is not wise. No, its not good.
It hurts down deep inside.
I feel like I ask too much to let those feelings show.
I feel like, by now, I should have let those feelings go.
In some ways I have. In some ways I'm good.
In some ways I've gone on, the way I think I should.
Either way, I was missing my mom last night, in a way no other could.